http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/ Unsent Letters to Mary Jane Sun, 30 Jul 2006 19:25:08 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/81.html Sun, 30 Jul 2006 07:54:35 GMT a weak pulse, a faint thumping of the heart, a slow but steady breathing-- yes i am still alive. i have landed in one piece at this land where people have small slits for eyes. eyes that just blink at me whenever i ask them if they know how to speak in english. there's something about this city. the air is thick with some airborne ennui that penetrates my pores, causing my mind to become numb. i've yet to tell my (mis)adventures but right now, as my vocabulary won't stretch as it usually does, here is a summary of all my words--- tangina, i have to survive china! http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=81 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/78.html Fri, 07 Jul 2006 11:48:32 GMT if i tell you that this image is so h-o-t 1. hera, you're a closet lesbo 2. hera, you're a perverted closet lesbo 3. hera, you're an insecure and perverted closet lesbo. hahaha! err... not really. but still. she's hot. http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=78 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html Sun, 18 Jun 2006 16:36:36 GMT you'd have to forgive my sudden disappearance, mary jane. i do feel guilty with these long, unexcused absences without even a small note to let you know where i've gone to. truth is, i haven't really gone anywhere. not yet. a week after i had the occasional "attack" involving the grief about my life not going anywhere else but down, i gave myself a good kick on the shins, good enough to wake me up and start sending out my resume like a desperate whore. and so pimp myself i did. and a week after that, someone answered--a hong kong employer who manufactures and retails toys. i was ecstatic and... (more) http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=77 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/73.html Sun, 21 May 2006 18:33:42 GMT on girls female social climbers - this is a complaint against this officemate of mine whose sole mission in life is to project the image of being loaded and fabulous. she sucks up to the rich and classy people from our office, trying to speak like them, wear their clothes, have the same set of friends. but she just looks ridiculous especially with her funny english expressions like "what izz?", "who izz?", and my favorite "where you go?" in manner of kris aquino. girly magazines - i think a magazine that measures how in love you are by answering a 10-question quiz is just a big waste of... (more) http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=73 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/72.html Tue, 09 May 2006 12:17:49 GMT why? because i said so and because i'm in rant mode this entire month. here's the first part on couples guys who carry their girls' shoulder bags - what? if this is a showcase of being a strong, caring gentleman, then i guess you have a distorted view of being "the man" in the relationship. or is this just a repressed desire to know what it feels like to carry girly bags? unless your girl's limbs are completely amputated, you should never ever carry her lady bag. pda in public vehicles - especially in the back of the fx taxi where i can see them right in front of me, faces once inch... (more) http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=72 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/71.html Thu, 04 May 2006 12:11:35 GMT i'm a big scaredy-cat. i'm not a fan of horror films or any disturbing image that will coincidentally flash in my mind at night, when the lights are out and everybody else is asleep except me. however, there are some things that scare me more than the usual monster that hides under the bed. these are: 1. sadako for those who've seen "the ring", sadako has been a part of our nightmares which are recalled to reality everytime we hear a sudden phone call or catch a glimpse of a vhs tape or a tv with no signal. no other long-haired, white gown-wearing girl can scare me like this... (more) http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=71 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Mon, 24 Apr 2006 09:00:33 GMT http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=70 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/69.html Tue, 18 Apr 2006 09:59:16 GMT i'm beginning to fear that one of these days i might start walking backwards and not know it. my mind and motor are so out of sync it's like i'm harboring siamese twins who like to go on opposite directions. maybe that's why i haven't been writing in the past few weeks. i wouldn't even call it writer's block. at night, while on my way home, i'd be flooded with words and ideas on how to tell you my present situation but when i'm in front of the pc, fingers poised on the keyboard, i'd only find myself stuck in that space between "dear you" and the first word. recently my mind's like a... (more) http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=69 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Mon, 20 Mar 2006 09:43:38 GMT i remember having my first best friend when i was in first grade. her name was myla lopez. i can't remember her face now but i vividly see her as this bronze-skinned girl with long hair that curls at the end. we were seatmates then. we spent a lot of time playing chinese garter and collecting weird stones in the school playground which we believed to have supernatural powers. childhood was such a magical time, im sure you know that also. after classes, we go home at the same time and part ways near the school gate. thinking about it now, i am quite unsure if those memories with... (more) http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67 http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/archive/66.html Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:24:56 GMT here's mine--- beating mishima's head to a pulp fire in the hole! boooom!!!! hohoho!!! blasting off evil zombie heads using ice storms to send evil monsters back to hell and finally, jumping and throwing my feet all over the place. ayayayay, you're my little butterfly... of course, there's always blogging and writing, but there's nothing more therapeutic that casting off your demons with virtual ass kicking and gut spilling. who says games are just for kids? http://theonehera.blogdrive.com/comments?id=66